dont eat your feelings

i hate the weighing scale!!!
i hate the chunky bits at my waist line!
i wish there are clothes to camouflage those excess baggage
i wish to slim down by prom(post)

sometimes, i know how wq feels. she says she feels like a dino standing beside those stick thin ppl. i told her i dont really feel i'm very fat. Is just the majority of the ppl i'm with are rather small in size. I cant help getting paranoid. You cant survive being Fat. I told her I'm afraid i'll get cancer or death bcos of obesity. Bcos i feel my fitness level is getting really bad. i'm not running. not swimming. not tanning. not playing. like i used to. i feel tired even when i climb the stairs. i slept for long hrs. i'm slacking. i'm used to hate lazy ppl but right now i'm just one of them